So you wanna piss me off?

alright. When I registered to vote
I asked the liberal hippy chick if I had to claim ties to a particular political party.
she sneered "it would be nice"
of course I should have said "eat a bowl of dick, you fascist liberal slut"
you see... I think the whole party system is crap. Its like being part of a clique in
high school. retarded.
I digress...
the department of elections has issued a request for my "party affiliation"
am I incorrect in thinking this a bit odd?
why is my affiliation so important?
Does anyone remember what happened to Lucielle Ball?
anyone?
her "affiliation" almost got her imprisioned for being "wrong"..
thats right cats and kittens, "I love lucy", sweet grape squishing, chocolate shoveing lucy was a communist and she almost lost everything because of it.
yeah as if I am going to choose a political party, and then be strung up for it... fuck you.
you're not going to black-list this Bunny!

I am so fucking in love......
even if it means eating more Thai food, I would happily choke on satay
if it would make this feeling never go away!




Anyway.... real life news!
My sister, equine trainer specialist, has aquired for me.. a horse!
my very own pony!
he is dark bay... 4 years old
16 hands (in case you don't know... very fucking tall
and his name is badger.
And before you ask... yes I love him... but it was an otter i am refering
to above.

Who fucking knew?

I AM 78% PUNK ROCK! I am PUNK AS FUCK! The model punk. I care not for anything. I kick ass, but probably smell really bad. Take the PUNK ROCK test at Fuali.com

I don't smell that bad.

is it alright to be jealous?

what is the answer?
is it alright to feel guilty for
looking at the opposite sex with
a little tinge of guilt?


an even more pressing question....
is it alright for a girl who is not your
girlfriend openly and quite publicly I
might add to profess a "crush", or attraction, to you?

I'm not the jealous type... I've usually given
men the benefit of the doubt.
but now I have to wonder...
how many times does the bait have
to be set for
a man to bite?

and is it really his fault?
I mean its there...
a desire....
an attraction....
its difficult to ignore.
What is a six month relationship to a
multiple year friendship with a
beautiful girl who finally shows you interest?
what is love now at this very moment to the unknown possibility of bliss everlasting?
or for that matter a tirade of painful misery, regret, and hope lost?

Is it alright to leave when something better may be out there?
Is it alright to be alone on a saturday night watching your fish waiting for a promised call that never comes?