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More Awkward than most EST. 1982

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

so yeah......
I've got sooo much energy!
horay for my new thyroid meds! thank you piggies!

ANYWAY

THE BAD STUFF:

I was struck with a bumper from a 76' beetle (pure german steel) and now have to repair my car. (SUCK)

I locked my keys in my car today.

I'm arguing w/my secret scary friend, and its no fun. I love him anyway.

My skin is horrible.

I miss cheese!

THE GOOD:

I'm painfully in love!

I'm going to Texas in August w/ My secret scary friend .

Soy food is getting better, I like tofutti cuties, particularly the strawberry swirl kind, I like amy's mac and "cheeze", and the vegan burritos. And My top resturants are Golden era and Love n'haight.

.........Time away from computer..............


And we're back?:

Here's all I have to say as I leave for home:

You cannot forget the past because you erase an archive, or burn a box of pictures, or push people away or bury them in a shallow unmarked grave 5.98 mile outside of zion,Utah.. I used to make all this really bitter art(not really art, just more crap) cutting ex-friends and lovers from photos and burning love letters angry goth inspired poetry. Then I realized that that is lame. Really kinda lame. I've really learned to embrace the expierences. you have to love the moments that makes you human. Feeling this way I also feel better about myself. I don't harbor resentment towards anyone. Jo got the pox, so I'm not particularly angry anymore.


That, that I gave, I gave to you freely,and that ,that you took, I gave without regret.

Dare i say this may be my last blog post? perhaps.... but not yet. Lets get real I'm an emo-fuck I'll post because I can, because I know no one reads this shit, because it makes me feel good.


Oh yeah and I feel good... I feel real good oh alright!
go junior go senior!
go go go yeah!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

The Doctor has put me on a vegan diet.
I love cheese. Oh well.


I knew my cholesterol was not good, but apparently it was really bad.
Bad enough to have to omit all of my favorite foods, mainly all products involving animals, animal products, seafood, or anything remotely tasty…
All right that last part is a lie.

Last night was my first “soy” night.
Soy cheese cold = Not so good.
Soy Cheese melted and covered in beans and avocado!
Soy sour cream tastes good! Better than real sour cream I dare say.

I have a weekend of soy meat tasting and experimenting ahead of me.
Can they do a soy Ruben? Probably not, But I can fucking try!


In other health news I have a hypothyroid………fantastic.
I have too many Thyroid antibodies and it keeps growing. Technically I have Hashimoto's disease. Sounds like an Iron chef I know.
Luckily Synthetic thyroid exists, and is my new best friend for life.
Wish me luck!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Summer 06' Goals

-Finish Tattoo and be comfortable enough not to care what my mom or dad think

-Go to Texas

-Study for my teachers entrance exam

-Begin Masters project

-Ride the whole cross country without killing myselfv or Sharky.

-Bake more Pies and cakes!

-Lower my cholesterol (I'm a fatty)

-Run more

-Learn to surf (thank you amy and tait!)

-Swim more

- If i get into sfsu, get a new job

-get into SFSU

-Love myself, yes in all ways imaginable

-Let Him love me

-Eat less Beef, oh but how I love it!

-yoga

-sleep better

-Work less but harder

-PAint more.

-Ride more

-Love more

-Eat less butter.

-Shoot 100yrds with 85% efficiency

More to come.